Turn and face the Change.

After 16 years, its time to move. I’m emptying my apartment and should be out by Thursday at the latest. This is the longest I have ever lived in the same place in my life, and it is now coming to an end. Most of mom’s and my brothers stuff has been disposed of. Now its basically down to the large furniture items.

One door closes, and hopefully and another opens. I am going to live with my little brother, for, well, I do not really know how long. I may be off-line for awhile as I go through this transition phase. I already know that my cell phone reception at my brothers house is, well, less than reliable.

Social Justice Warrior’s find your safe spaces, its traditional Racist White People food night.

That’s right bitches, because of “Cultural appropriation” you can never ever eat this stuff again. And of course… in order to protect my White Privilege the secret recipe has been hidden and I refuse to divulge what any of the ingredients are.

In fact, if you even look at this stuff, or think about that’s in it, you’ll have to denounce yourself and register to take 8 extra units of Anti-White People Studies.

Yes… that’s right bitches, its the dreaded… Macaroni and Red Stuff…

How to End Islamic Terrorism.

The solution is very simple, it merely requires testicular fortitude and an understand of the goal of all Muslims.


Now, you might think this is a extremist or radical suggestion. But really, is it? Islam literally means submission, every single Muslim is commanded by Mohammad in the Quran to wage Jihad until the entire earth is brought under Islamic subjugation. If you are not a Jew or Christian, Muslims are commanded to offer you the choice of converting to Islam, or dying. If you are a Jew or Christian, Muslims are commanded to offer you the choice of converting or submitting to Islam and becoming a second class citizen known as a dhimmi and paying a dhimmi tax known as the jizya.

You say… But what about the moderate Muslims or the peaceful Muslims. I say this to you. In every army, only 10% are in actual combat positions. The rest of the army is logistics and support. There are no moderate or peaceful Muslims, there are Islams combat troops (The extremist terrorists) and the logistics and support personal, which is the entire rest of Islam.

You cannot coexist peacefully with anyone, if that anyone genuinely believes that their obligation to their god is to conquer you and force you to submit to them as their slave. Muslims are proud of saying “We will defeat you, because you love life, and we love death”. It is a fatal mistake to believe that that is hyperbolic rhetoric. Islam has proven over and over for the last 1400 years that it is not braggadocio.

Until Islam has drained the very last dredges from the cup of death and destruction and can no longer stomach its taste, it will continue killing every and anyone who refuses to submit. Only when Muslims have had so much death and destruction forced upon them that they can no longer stand it, will there be peace with Islam.

Toto has pulled the curtain back to expose the Wicked Witch of the East? #PizzaGate Connection!!!

The rumors have been circulating, they began even before his body had grown cold. Who killed Seth Rich and why. Seth was a Democrat National Committee staffer, his position as Voter Expansion Data Director at the DNC, placed him in a unique position. In short, it gave him access to DNC party officials email accounts.

During the presidential contest between Donald Trump and Hillary Clinton a very large number of incredibly damaging emails from the Clinton campaign were released by Wikileaks. Email’s which it now turns out were delivered by Seth Rich to Gavin MacFadyen who published them on Wikileaks. It was those leaks which begun the speculations behind a number of Clinton Campaign scandals.

Perhaps the most controversial and shocking of those scandals is known as #PizzaGate.

Internet is Obsessed With Bizarre Hillary Clinton ‘PizzaGate’ Conspiracy Theory

At its core, “PizzaGate” theorists allege that Clinton and Podesta are involved with a pedophile ring that operates out of the aforementioned DC pie joint. According to boards on 4Chan and Reddit, the theory simply expands from there, ensnaring thousands of high-profile politicos, entertainers and, of course, contemporary artists, in a pizza-driven orgy of Democratic politics, Satanic sacrifice, murder, dismemberment and child sex.


The pizza rumors have their origin in a few, select Podesta emails, posted by Wikileaks, that reveal the senior strategist’s penchant for Italian food. Podesta often mentions going out to get pizza, asks friends to pizza dinners, and even, allegedly, has a “pizza handkerchief” that has a DC “map of pizza” embroidered on it.

The #PizzaGate rumors have found purchase with certain indisputable facts. Bill Clinton was documented on multiple accounts of visiting Jeffrey Epstein private island (Pedoisland) aboard what has been nicknamed the #Lolita Express, Epstein’s private jet. Bill was even reputed to have ditched his Secret Service protection detail on more than one occasion in order to make such flights.

Accusations of being a sexual predator are nothing new for former president Bill Clinton, those go all the way back to his days as Governor of Arkansas, where he is reputed to have used Arkansas State Police to secure women for him. Accusations of rape nearly brought his tenure as POTUS to an end. Nor is there any doubt that he used his position as POTUS to illegally quash investigations into those rape allegations.

Nor is Bill Clinton alone in the rumor department as rumors of Hillary Clinton’s sexual deviance have likewise circulated for decades. Fueled by a reputed claim by none other than Bill Clinton that Hillary was at a bare minimum bisexual.

The 2016 President election cycle brought something even more disturbing into the public consciousness. Something that nearly every America alive today has known of, has suspected, and even had a deep dark fear existed. The 2016 election cycle brought out into the open, the DEEP STATE. The Deep State are appointed bureaucrats and federal employees, utterly unaccountable to the voters. Employees who decide which elected officials policies actually get implemented and how.

It also brought into an undeniable focus the degree and extent to which the so called “Fourth Estate” had ceased to be an unbiased guardian of the Republic and had become nothing less than a Fifth Column Treasonous Marxist Media machine.

Throughout the 2016 presidential race, political outsider and Republican candidate Donald Trump found himself constantly battling not just the Clinton Campaign, but the Deep State, the Fifth Column Treasonous Marxist Media and the Republican Parties Elite Establishment Leadership. Upon entering 1600 Pennsylvania Ave, the collective Deep State went into high gear making assertions that the Russian Government had hacked the DNC computer servers and released tens of thousands of emails between John Podesta and Hillary Clinton.

Consequently, we learned that Barack Obama had illegally ordered the electronic surveillance of candidate Trump and various members of his campaign. The wall to wall media accusations of Russian Government collusion with the Trump campaign we are now learning were not merely sensational speculation on the part of a media trying to capitalize on rumors. But were in fact nothing less than a highly coordinated campaign of intentional disinformation specifically designed to prevent anyone connecting the Seth Rich murder to the Wikileaks expose of the Clinton campaign emails which in turn exposed #PizzaGate.

In short, what we now know, is that Seth Rich gave those damning emails to Wikileaks, and that he was murdered for doping so. We know that John Podesta threatened to make an example of whomever was responsible for the leaked emails. Since it was John Podesta who is specifically named as a high level participant in the #PizzaGate scandal, which came to light because of those leaked emails, it becomes incredibly difficult to fail to see that threat in the light of Seth Rich’s murder, as being anything other than that of an outright ordering of a assignation contract.

Now comes the truly tragic part of this story. Enter James Comey, former Director of the FBI. James Comey was literally the face of the Deep State, but by no means the extent of the Deep State. When Comey, after listing in excruciating detail how Hillary Clinton’s State Department Private unsecured Email server was a blatant violation of National Security Laws, then extra-judicially added a non existent “Intent” clause to those laws, he did what everyone in America secretly feared the Deep state was doing.

He exposed a second full and complete legal standard that the most wealthy and politically connected people in America are able to hide behind. James Comey may be gone, but the Deep State is not. The unbelievably wealthy and powerfully politically connected individuals who make up the Deep State still all have their seats at the tables of power.

Bill and Hillary Clinton, John Podesta and Barack Obama could literally be shown on video raping, murdering and then eating a 8 year old child in a Satanic ritual, and not a god damned thing would be done about it. As comforting and convenient as it is to suggest that this statement is merely tin-foil hat conspiracy hyper partisan hyperbole, the murder of Seth Rich tragically proves that it is actually reality.

The gate swings, the dog barks but nobody comes to investigate. The assassins work is done, the watchman paid off the police busy investigating their own navels. The newspaper headlines scream, man found shot 8 times in back of head, worst case of suicide in State history and everyone goes back to sleep. The #PizzaGate participants return to their pizza parties secure in the knowledge that they are safe.

Saying Goodbye to loved ones and the past.

Just carried out my third bag. About 50 pounds each. Memories and possessions collected here over the last 16 years. Representing 3 life’s. My brother Guy, my brother Cliff and my Mom. Things that my mom had clung to because of their sentimental value. Things I will have no room for. The job I have been holding out for doesn’t look like it is going to materialize in time for me to be able to keep my apartment.

I will be moving in with my youngest brother on June 1st. There is only so much stuff that I can take with me. So much that I simply do not have room to keep.

Maybe it will be good for me in the long run to leave here. Its kind of surprising how much stuff you accumulate if you live in the same place for a long enough time. Even more so when there is more than one person living with you. Every birth of a nephew or niece, every school picture, every graduation bring more memories, brings more stuff.

Birthdays and Christmases bring their own memories and their own accumulation of stuff.

Night has fallen on the life’s of my mother, my brother Guy and my brother Cliff. What little reminders of them I will be able to keep, will be small candles burning in the window of what remains of my life.

My Step-father was in the United States Navy, and when he went out to sea, old romantic that she was, my mother keep a centuries old tradition. She put a candle in the window every night before going to bed. The candle was there so that he could always find his way home.

Soon enough, night will fall on my time here in this apartment. When the dawn breaks, it will be a new day for me. But what kind of new day awaits me, I am no longer a young man at 56, but neither am I really an old one. It is without a doubt the autumn of my life, but autumn is not a bad time. A bit late perhaps to be starting over again, the bitterness of winter has not yet set in, soon enough to be sure, but not today, not yet.

The next three weeks, as I clean out my apartment, will be the most painful that I have ever known. I was born into a family of 5 kids. My mother, father and step father, and 3 of my sibling have shuffled off this mortal coil already. Perhaps the best thing about being born into a large family, is that you do not feel all alone. You always know that you have family.

Since February 6th, I have felt alone. While I still have one sibling left, I am still left with a profound sense of being alone, isolated in a strange and unfamiliar world. A world that I have never fit into, or felt a part of. A world that was alien, one in which only my family accepted me for who and what I am.

All of my brothers were younger than me. Only my sister was older. I never expected to out live any of them. To be truthful, I never expected to outlive my mother. I came into this world damaged, crippled, unfit to survive. Every day was an undeserved gift, and I took stupid risks and made bad decisions and bad gambles. I never expected to live this long. I never expected to bury my family.

I am reaping the rewards of my bad decisions. I do not blame anyone for what is befalling me, I made my decisions, not anyone else. I decided to reach for the golden ring, to try to be something more than I was. And I am the one who never planned for not grabbing that golden ring. I was going to be the greatest musician since Mozart, and that would provide me with fortune and fame to carry me through my life.

I was wrong. I’m not, and there was no fortune and fame. Just a very narrow skill set, of which, apparently I’m not all that particularly good at. So now at 56, jobs are damned hard to come by, and they aren’t particularly good paying ones either and I do not have skills that are in great demand.

Oh, I am not giving up, hell, I don’t know how to. But I don’t have any illusions about what is headed my way either. The future is going to be unpredictable and tough. Almost as tough as throwing away the things in my apartment. Almost as tough as letting go of the mementos of the lives of my brothers, my sister, my step-father and my mother.

With each bag of trash I carry out a little bit of me goes with it. Its hard, the hardest thing I have ever done.

Smoking Hot Nerd of the Month: Louis Rossmann

Before anyone gets any idea’s. I am not gay.

Being the smoking hot nerd of the month has nothing to do with sexuality. It is a reference purely to someone who is smoking hot in their nerd abilities.

I recently stumbled across computer repair technician Louis Rossmann’s youtube channel. Dude lives in New York and owns his own computer repair shop. He is very good at what he does, which is, repair computers and cell phones, and God awfully ballsy for doing live webcasts of his work.

Give Louis a watch and I think you will both see why and agree with Louis being the Smoking Hot Nerd of the month.

A few simple thoughts on the repeal of Obamacare.

I am a supporter of President Donald Trump. I do not want anyone to be mistaken on this. However, after decades of betrayal at the hands of the GOP Establishment Marxist Elite, I simply am unable to blindly trust that they have or ever will do anything that is in the United States of America’s best interest unless they can personally make a substantial financial profit by doing so.

As a show of solidarity, I guess that’s pretty cool. The problem I have is that I still do not trust the GOP Establishment Elites. I am not celebrating the repeal of Obamacare until I know what those CONservatives in the GOP Establishment Elite have foisted off on us.

They could have repealed Obamacare 6 years ago, but didn’t. They wanted it every bit as much as their Marxist brethren in the democrat party did. At this point I’m not sure this is anything more than the Marxist Elite in our government trying to save their phony baloney jobs.

Now, with that said.

I was somewhat pleased to hear that…

1) The AHCA stripped Congress of its exemption to the AHCA, requiring them to have the exact same Health Care they intend to foist off on the rest of the Nation (at least until they vote to exempt themselves from it again).

2) Defunded Planned Murderhood.

So, I guess this might be a good start. Its much easier to change the course of a 1969 Cadillac Sedan de Ville when the engine is running and you are behind the wheel, than it is when its out of gas, you’re locked out of it and the emergency brake is on.

Caveat: In the event that the Cadillac in question has already been given the Thelma & Louise treatment and is 400 feet in the air doing 120 mph headed straight for the ground, being put in the drivers seat really is the worst thing that could possibly happen.